everything and everyone sucks. i can't concentrate on school, on what i'm doing, i had a fucking nightmare again, i feel weak and down, i have a bad headache for three days and so on. wah. maybe winter depressions hit me way too hard -.-' i guess i need to relax for a while. my sorrows drowned in watching films, playing video games, cuddling, cocoa, ginger bread and tangerines.. yes this would be definitly great.
and i should be studying right know BUT I FUCKING CAN'T. my thoughts are somewhere else - far far away.
let me show you a picture which describes my mood today quite exactly:
i'm so sorry for my bad mood, i just needed to let it out somewhere.. and i didn't want my bf to suffer because of that haha
but i really wish he would be here right now..
just holding me in his arms
i love you darling..
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