Piece of applecake

phew.. it's been a while since i posted something philip and i broke up. after 10 months so my thoughts were somewhere else i'm..okay i think i just feel lonlely very lonely he was always there and now.. i AM alone which person should i call now when i wake up at 4 a.m. hmm.. whatever silvester was.. interesting but since i know a few people which became my friends and a guy helps me to get through this rough time i don't know if he know that hah but he's sad,lost and alone too